No man, NOW is the end...

I've been hired....
Good news for my economy ahahahahahaha..... (actually engineers earn A LOT of money here... uh) and they like to drink and eat and really "enjoy life" so, i'm in the best place that i could be...
I get home today and for some reason (i still can't understand what kind of thought made me did that...) thought about someone that i really thought i forgot...

Geez... (sometimes Appleton Special Rum betray you)...
and i just visited a blog called s**********.blogspot.com... for some reason i thought that i'm not a ghost in the past...
but the real deal is i'm...
uh....ahahahahahahahahahahaha
I realized that i used to see a blog named p**********w.blogspot .com, and that blog were deleted... o_O
If my mind don't betray me i read once when that blog were deleted that will be the sign that a part of my past are really gone... (now i'm listening 2nd Base from Chris Francis... uh great song...) and that's it...

At the beginning i really thought i should cry or something, but then i realized that i always was right... all the doubts i had were cleared... i felt like the three stoogies when moe slap the head of curly... doh!

Now i know i must move on... :) (a smile for me ...uh)

Well, my Appleton is empty, is 6:25 am now and i want to rest, maybe later (when i'm sober) i can deal with my demons.

PD: I wrote 2 posts at the same time because the news got me yesterday night and i was sleeping when my new "boss" woke me up and gave me the news today at the noon,,, and from then we drank some beers and stuff...
Ahahahahahaha, maybe i decided wrong my career... i'm starting to like engineering...

This is the end, my dearly friend...

Yes, the title are the first line of a very knowed song from "the doors"... i decided to use it because i think now is the really end... for something :S

I was thinking for awhile if i did the right things, actually thinking about it just in middle of another decitions, in the most uncommon places and times...

Today i was drinking a couple of rums with some friends (engineers, not lawyers and that is really weird because i use to drink with another lawyers :S) and for some reason they told me "hey, call me later, i want to talk you about some bussiness"...

Weird, weird, weird....